Most days you keep your focus on your own journey.

Most days you keep your head down and get on with it.

Most days you take deep breaths and try to let things go, try not to sweat the small stuff.

Most days you do your best to stay positive, to smile through the pain and fight away the intense desire to just give up and live your best life somewhere under a bridge.

I have a motivational playlist I put on while I train to work in the mornings. It’s a nice way to set up for the day. It works really well, most days.

But there are days every now and then, when you don’t WANT to be motivated.

Don’t want to be strong or logical or together.

Can’t find it in you to be positive or to find the bright side.

Days you want to yell about how life isn’t fair.

Days you look around and see other people making awful choices, half ass-ing life and yet somehow still getting ahead and IT. SUCKS.

Today is one of those days.

Today I am miserable.

Today I want to wallow.

Today I don’t have anything positive to say yet.

I can’t stay in bed because real life and responsibilities are AWFUL like that.

So I’ll get up.

I’ll go to work.

I’ll smile when I need to.

I’ll get through the day, and I’ll probably feel better tomorrow.

I will, but know that I DON’T WANT TO.

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